scrap booking

i have been scrap booking for a while now. i've never really been the type to do what people now know as "scrap booking". its always just been my vibe, what i want goes in, pics and stuff... but nothing fancy or magazine worthy. and i've always loved it, but i haven't done it in about 2 years. because of a number of things, time, i didnt have a camera, and i just got so busy seeing friends before we left. but today i wanted to restart. i had a book i had all these exciting ideas, like i was gonna make it more of a visual diary, with my writing, like a mix of a journal and a scrap book. needless to say it was a disaster. and i spent the whole day faffing, with no inspiration or drive and i ended up making the most hideous lame pages.
im so bummed.
i used to love it...
changes like that are the ones i dont like.